Who I am

Jul. 20th, 2009

Another day, Another post ..

Bored! about to get some food. planning a few new posts here about some issues, just finding the energy really to do it.

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May. 4th, 2009

Is this thing on?

location: Home

mood:

okay

music: Delerium - Chimera - Run For It

So i found my login details. two weeks off work now (again!) time to relax a bit. Listening to a song from an album a friend gave me :) It's 2AM here .. and i've a cold. Aaaaand i'm starving :( Should really go and cook some food.

Hmm, flights to where i want to go are so expensive.

Dec. 23rd, 2008

made me laugh

Woolworths really are desperate

http://weezel.co.uk/img/23122008042.jpg

Feb. 1st, 2008

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Going to london this weekend .. First time ill meet some friends i know only online. Good thing is, we all share similar interests :) there's about 3 or 4 of them, recoil (aka rob) starreh (aka becca) inph (aka mike) relentless (aka tom).

quite interested to meet them, especially becca, but ill let you figure that one out :p she's nice, guess that is why i like her.

Still on the medication although i dont take it often, more than likely ill be taking it a very long time. meh :p life is okay at the moment though. first update here in a while.

Oct. 22nd, 2007

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location: In my room

mood:

Got a cold!

music: None really atm

Been off work the last few days with a cough, cold, sore throat, headache. coughing makes it feel like your head is being hit quite hard. cant sleep, managing to get some sleep during the day. gona go to the docs i think, and get something for the cough at least .. that will in turn make the headache less of a nuisance.

may ask for a repeat prescription of my other meds, risperdal, and zopiclone (sleeping tablets) not being able to sleep at the right time is annoying to say the least!

Music? none right now. but ive really got into listening to http://di.fm/ an online radio station. quite good stuff.

Oct. 2nd, 2007

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Goofy! ™

May. 3rd, 2007

Can't sleep - ideal time for an LJ update!

music: Anton Hughes - Whales Of The Pacific (D I G I T A L L Y - I M P O R T E D - Ambient - a blend of amb

Well, i cant sleep. argh!

so im sat here, just typing this. no real thought on its direction. not wanting to cut so much at the moment.

Just sent a message to a friend on yahoo, hope to talk to them soon :)

time to try that sleep thing again ..

Apr. 24th, 2007

The Urge

mood:

confused

music: Biosphere - Iberia Eterea (D I G I T A L L Y - I M P O R T E D - Ambient - a blend of ambient, downt

It seems even the urge to cut creeps back in from time to time. Seeing friends pictures who've cut in the past, still do .. gives myself the urge to once again cut.

I dont like the feeling of smooth skin (my own, that is) it repulses me, makes me feel ill, I just have to cut it up, so that it no longer feels the same. Some people I know would say exersize some self control. This IS my self control.

Work sucks. start in 4 hours and havent slept. still, 3 days off after today!

Dec. 30th, 2006

941-744-886

mood:

amused

music: Linkin Park - Somewhere I Belong

http://www.slaveregister.com

So browsing a journal of a friend I had bookmarked, I found this site. Now, im not one for all that fancy kinky bondage stuff, or any such related thing :p but I like the idea of a label, some sort of mass produced item marked in such a way to tell it apart from other items.

call me kinky or slightly unhinged, but i like it

Testing an LJ client

mood:

calm

music: Linkin Park - Numb

Testing an LJ client for easy posting!

Disregard!

Dec. 23rd, 2006

Quick Update

I am still very much alive! not kicking, but definitely alive :) its so nice to speak to people i know online, Caz, i still think thats cheeky :p Christiane, i added you to Yahoo, sent you a message, hope to talk to you soon, been missing you :) and to Roxy foxy, Goofy is sat smiling away on the wall! how is everyone anyway ?

Sep. 14th, 2006

The English Shop

mood:

awake

A certain someone will remember these :)

http://demonichand.co.uk/P1010113.JPG
http://demonichand.co.uk/P1010149.JPG

Sep. 11th, 2006

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mood:

busy

http://demonichand.co.uk/lolz.jpg

For those who play the game, you'll know :P

Jan. 1st, 2006

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33 / 13 / 5

!

Sep. 22nd, 2005

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Rammstein - Keine Lust

:>

Sep. 14th, 2005

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Electric Six - Dance Commander

More Zalgradis PvP vidoes !

Jan. 7th, 2005

Hospital

So i have to go to the hospital today, in half hour. whoppee! not.
i wish these meds didnt make me feel the way i do, i can hardly do anything, cant even watch a dvd all the way through without feeling agitated (sp)
just spent some time reading my friends LJ entries, its nice to do that :)

hmm need something to eat, but really dont want to do that.. :S

i need a good nights sleep.

Jan. 3rd, 2005

Pink Floyd - comfortably numb

music: Pink Floyd - Comfortably Numb

Great song!

i feel so fucked right now, so low. the 2 vodka and cokes i have had only add to that feeling
someone save me?

Dec. 19th, 2004

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mood:

crappy

music: Fragma - You Are Alive

3 of those, 7 of them, 1 of those, hey life is looking up *laugh*

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Nov. 26th, 2004

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Would it be good if we could wish ourselves away?

wouldn't it be good to be happy, to stop carrying the pain

aspirations in the clouds but your hopes drain away

Living day by day, lost in the crowd, no sense of self.

stepped into the void.

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